What a week! We've been blessed with some great miracles and difficult trials. It's been a whirlwind of a week. One of the highlights of this week was definitely from a little boy. As we were biking through an area, he was playing with all his friends. Soccer or something, I don't remember really. As we went through, he told said: "Hey! Are you guys secret agents???" I felt so cool after that. Looking so official. Then it made me want to really take that to heart and become better at doing Secret Service. (see what I did there?) So I challenge you all to be Secret Service agents and do something for someone without letting them know who did it. I promise you'll feel the love of the Lord in your life.
I'd like to talk about one experience we had this week. This was.... Friday? I think it was Friday. It had been a long day with not a lot of success. We had visited a few people, talked to a few more, but no one really wanted to talk to us or didn't have the time. We went to help our Bishop move from one neighborhood to the next (it's a long story) and then we went to visit a potential investigator. I had gotten a flat tire earlier that day so we were walking and getting rides from members. We went to visit someone who said they'd be interested in learning more. We got to the house but the person we talked to wasn't there and the other people there told us in no uncertain terms to leave. I felt pretty discouraged. This was at the end of the day and we had a good 20 minute walk back to our apartment. We decided to visit just one more house, a member of the Church, before we started back. When we got to this man's house, he invited us in and we visited with him for a bit. We asked if there was anything we could do for him and since most people say no when we ask that, we were surprised when he thought for a moment then said "Well, yes there is." He told us that his kids were struggling to find what was right in life. They didn't know which influences to listen to about right and wrong and had fallen off the path to God. He told us that he had been trying to help them for years but couldn't do it on his own. He asked us very humbly and sincerely to help him, to love his kids, get to know them, and to teach them true doctrine of God. We had never met him before, yet he trusted us with this because he knew who we represent and what we do. I was very humbled by that. On the walk home, I prayed the whole way. I poured out my heart to God that He would bless this man and his family and help us as missionaries to know how to help them. I prayed very hard for him and his kids. After I finished praying, I pondered for a few minutes. I was then taught this from the Holy Ghost:
Many times we say "Thy will be done" as a message of passive resignation and a surrendering of what we feel might be right. I was taught that when I say "Thy will be done," it should be an active declaration of faith and movement. His will be done, yes. But I want to be a part of making His will be done here on earth. I want to do what He wants me to do to move His work along. No longer is it a submission of my will to His, but now an alignment of my will to His. I will pursue His will as my own, for I know that's how He will shape me and make me be who He sees me as.
I love you all and pray for you always. May we keep in our minds and hearts to actively seek His will, then to do it.
Elder Norton